That yearning hunger for something…
Love. Life. Some kind of meaning.
I’m so disenchanted with everything.
The only thing on my mind is disappearing.
On a personal discovery. Nothing remarkable.
Just the thing that eludes me to this day - peace of mind.
I really just need somebody to talk to.
I really lack a voice of reason in my life that I trust.
Someone who doesn’t judge me. And can guide me through this shitty life.
Despite what Nicholas Sparks tells you, you’re not supposed to be madly in love at 25. You’re not supposed to have found that “perfect love” before you have a checking account. Love is messy, complicated and many times impossible to find. It’s something that people spend their entire lives looking for and don’t find until they have stopped worrying about it and started pursuing the love of other things.
Your twenties aren’t about finding a man to love you, but finding something to love. Focus on your career, your hobbies, your passions. Start to love yourself before you can think about finding the love of someone else. Because your twenties are about loving yourself and your thirties are about spreading that love."